Last few days of Ramadhan.. I'm gonna miss it =)

sadar tak sadar.. tup tup.. tonight is the 27th Ramadhan.. hmm in less than a week, raya is coming!! haha nothing to be excited for, as for me, raya away from home has no much meaning.. of course insya allh, we will be celebrating eid lyk all muslims but out celebration dis year wont be as grand and happening as the ones in brunei.. wat can u expect for eid in a non muslim country?? where there are only lyk 100 bruneian students here in which yg aku kenal pun nda jua byk.. so strictly speaking as for now, i dun think we'll have much fun for this coming raya.. kn open house pun ndaa.. hmm so far, there's no invitations for us haha kesian bunyinya.. ;'(

I miss home today.. i mean not just today but lately.. i just miss the suasana raya back home.. i noe this is not my first exp, but it is the exp which made me more hesitant and not excited.. sometimes, i wonder when will i get the chance to celebrate raya again in brunei??? insya allah, i'll continue my journey with my med lyf until i graduate one day.. which means that in the next 3-4 years, i might not be able to go back home and celebrate raya.. dat is sad.. so sad.. but ppl who i love sanang saja cakap.. apa jua raya.. sehari dua saja nda terasa tu haha.. to those yg merasa, i noe how it feels.. kalo nda basah pipi atu nda th sah tu hehe

i have not done much for the past few days.. my schedule is the same every week and nothing interesting pun happen.. dis morning, i just stayed at home.. do a couple of reading until i started to get bored and got carried away with my homesick syndrome.. i shed some tears while listening to the raya songs.. my bad my bad.. sapa th suruh dgr lagu raya.. but lyk i say, i just wanna feel the suasana raya.. iatah abgi ku dgr lagu raya.. tpi sygnya, air mata pun turut berlinangan.. my mood was kinda cocky td iatah baik bwa bejalan arah dorg.. so we had our sungkai sama2.. dn after that maghrib.. kmi tadi sembhyang isyak n terawih berimam.. ayun led the isyak prayer while i did the terawih + witir.. it was good.. which reminds me jua back home when we had our massive terawih prayer everyday.. oh my god.. too much of reminisce is not good.. hehe..

after the prayer, we watched tv.. Meet the Fockers was on tv 7 at 9pm.. i love that movie.. i've watched the movie before a couple of time.. hehe its really funny n i would recommend u to watch if u have a good sense of humour haha..

my kaka called me td.. siuk ia balik dh brunei.. and when she called, she was lying on my new bed!! hehe jelus ku eh.. siok n my family beraya.. tpi aku ndaaaaaaaaaa.. aaaaaaaaaaaaa mental!!! d rumah mlm ani ada makan2.. sungkai and also terawih apa.. siuk eyh and i'm missing the fun.. tmrw ada plg iftar arah bluehouse.. looking fwd :)