Bosan saya masa ini!!!!

i just dunno wat to blog about today.. saja kn memblog dn memblog with no major points haha.. buang masa plg n but who cares.. mayb will just share thoughts for today about life.. okie, let try hehe..

23 years of life.. so far, wat have i gained?? definetely i gained weight haha lols apakn lain2an aku ani sudah nyangku aku kn bibiran saja nda kn ku cakapkn.. serius wah.. ok 23 tahun mcm tuha rasanya tpi hehe kepala 2 x ah baru alum g kepala 5.. so far, i'm satisfied with my life.. nothng cud make me depressed or sad.. i have my family n fwens so definetely i'm not alone in this world.. alhamdulilah.. i have no history of deprivation or proverty and all this while, i have no financial difficulties syukran.. altho' to be honest, my allowance nda cukup!! but yea, u have to be independent at some point and dun rely on ur family.. pandai2lah jimat2 usin.. so far i survive so dats good.. tpi hairannya, walau shortage of allowance, rezeki makanan kmi ani nda pernah kurang haha contohnya tu makanan d dapur ah mcm nda pandai kurang hehe selalu saja byk hehe nda pandai abiz ada plg.. ish ish membazir!!

i always feel lucky.. i dun noe why.. but according to my aunt, i have this special birthmark on my left arm which is called 'tuah barmah' which basically will bring me luck throughout my life.. haha superstitious plg tpi yeah mayb atuth hikmah d sebalik my birthmark atu.. who knows?? but dat doesnt mean to say i have super power ah lols.. cali cali.. kuang2.. bila jua org ada super power.. dat happens in movie x saja ah..

ryt now as most of us know.. i'm currently doing my medicine arah UQ.. i've graduated dh my Biomed degree last year and now i'm continuing my studies for extra 4 years insya allah n mudahan jua by 2011, my fwens n I will eventually graduate our MBBS and gained the title DR.. amin amin wow.. dats 4 years tym actually.. nope.. its about 3.5yrs from now.. i told u time flies quickly.. balik2 dh ku emphasized!! sometimes, therz tym i wonder to myself, why am i doing all this?? i am sure this question does not only bugs me but mayb to some who is in my shoes.. yea, therz time you feel jelous of others esp the UKians where they just have to do their 3 yrs degree w honours.. dn can do masters or work.. and me.. aiyoo, 4 more years to go and hopefully all went well.. i have to say the journey we are on nw is a big risk.. a risk which cud change the path of life forever.. well dats my opinion plg.. n dat is why, i need to work hard for my exams to make sure that i get thro' my first year and continue my 2nd year next year.. well, dis is med life.. too broad and no definite answers.. oh god, hope we all have the courage and positive attitude to achieve our big dream :) but i never regretted my choice of study.. i am happy w wat i do ryt now altho the med cycle is so boring and therz lots of stuffs that need to be digested every week.. i have fun and enjoy my life altho' i have to complain the need to attend the pbls, pracs and CC.. haha but sumhow, all those boring sessions mcm blend sudah dlm badan so u noe dat, even if u dun wanna go.. u will automatically go to pbls, etc haha no matter how bored u feel inside hehe.. kan kan.. aza aza fighting!!! Gambate!! surely, we can be successful if we want it.. and let our dreams come true..

i miss watching malay dramas.. hehe i love romantic love stories.. haha.. i love watching dem coz once the movie ends, i wud imagined myself as the heroin in the drama.. haha classic wah.. tahu plg ku nda pandai belakon.. tpi imagination is so much fun haha to those yg pandai imagine2 lah haha.. i love to imagine to be a lover to Hans Isaac, Eizlan, Aaron aziz haha yg sewaktu dgnnya.. owh well, i like it =) coz i noe dat situations wud not happen in my real life haha.. well, some might haha lols..

apa lagi ah.. oh yes, i love travelling and road trips.. kalo kirakn byk plg dh tempat ku aga tpi byk jua masih alum ku merasa.. haha mau jua kn belayar atu hehe.. tpi yg calinya, after 2 years of staying in Brisbane.. barat wah kaki ah kn belayar ke Sydneykh, melbornekh, Cannberrakh.. apath lagi kn k NZ haha.. ngapa kn tu??!! hehe dun ask me y.. mayb i tink one of the reason pasal nda cuti.. tpi kalo ada cuti pn belayarnya balik k brn jua.. haha.. and one other reason is dat kmi alum berani blayar on our own x.. nda family.. u noe, selalu blayar dgn family - menguruskn hotel apa atu so mayb dats the reason.. hehe tpi kalo masa ani.. i dun tink i'll travel coz financial saya ngak stable.. i need family support to travel haha mun nda tinggal d tepi jalan x ku haha.. i miss going to Mekah n Madinah.. it's been ages kmi sana.. masa ku form 1.. haha sumhow the memorie atu maseh plg fresh and how i wish i cud go there any time soon.. mayb for umrah.. amin2.. mudahan panjang umur n murah rezeki amin2..

pasal relationship jgnth tanya.. i have no komen on dat area.. haha but definetely, i believe all of us ada jodohnya and one day, i'll find the right one.. so yea, one day.. not today!!

hmmm udahku eh sanggal ku dh.. lastly, let me share wat i did today.. woke up at 9am.. man, its freezing!! went to uni and had my tutorial w Dr Terry which lasted about 1 hour.. dn i went to the lib to borrow Cell Biology book.. 15 minutes later, Janjan and I went to Coles to buy some groceries.. i bought fish and some oranges!! dn i stayed all day n night at home not enjoying the freezing room but enjoying the bed hehehe...