Missing them :(

Aigooo.. I am feeling bored and lonely at the moment.. My house seems to be so quiet without mum's voice and also the giggles of my sister.. Suddenly, the house that was filled with joy and laughter becomes blank.. and all that remains is just memories... :(

Well, my holiday is officially over today.. Tmrw is a new beginning!! I have to be more courageous and also positive to continue my life and also to study harder.. This is the sacrifice I had to do to accomplish my dreams - separation from family!! If you know me, you know how badly I handle this things.. Yes, I am always homesick.. deep inside my heart, I dun wan to go far away from my family.. To me, life is more meaningful and fun when our family is with us.. I love living in the same house with my family coz that is what I believe family are for.. to enjoy every single moments (happy and sad) together..

But here I am alone again!!! But this tym, its different.. Usually, I would go back to Brunei when there's a holiday, but this tym, I didnt go back home but instead my mother and sister came over and have their holiday here with me.. I had lots of great tym with mum and sis here.. I enjoy their company and I felt like stopping them from returning back to Brunei today.. I had great memories with them esp when we're at home.. Mum would be our main chef and cook for us meal.. and we had our breakfast, lunch and dinner together.. I love that idea.. I have to say that my appetite was also good during that tym.. and I have gained approx 2 kilos for just 10 days.. Notice how happy and excited I was..

Now that I am back to my Uni life, I have to move forward and more excited for the coming November.. coz by that tym, I will reunite again with my family and be able to meet Sis Nanie and hubby whom I miss a lot too.. I wish they could join us too but time doesnt allow.. As for now, Syimah has to be strong and motivated!! Mum and Sis left a note in my room which basically told me to study hard and not to waste time and money.. I will try my very best for my family.. Aza Aza Fything!!!!! Fything!!!

To mum and Sis, thanks a lot for the company and leaving me with tears (hahaha) nda bh.. leaving me with all those great memories and also those great times spent together.. Thanks for feeding me with good food and also menambahkn stock makanan ku dsini hehe.. Thank you mum for cooking for me great meal.. how I love mum's cooking so much.. taste different from mine and totally delicious!!! Thanks for everything and halalkn semuanya.. I love you all and take care.. I will c u insya allah in Nov.. Doakan kejayaan dan kebahagiaan anakmu ;)

Mwaahhhhhh
Love Love Love
xoxo