Short Break Indeed!!!!

Arrrggghhhh.. back to school again!! my one week break is OVER.. how boring is that!! Its too short hehe baru jua rasanya mcm kelmarin and now hmmm balik tah lagi n med cycle ku.. I've checked my timetable but apparently nothing has changed!! hehe so yes, I'm bak to square one and I have to endure life as a student at least for the next 9 weeks just before the next break in June.. Wah.. 9 weeks saja lagi and then.. EXAM!! not my fav thing in life apparently but still have to face it jua.. Kuang3x.. Oh well, the best past is after the exam in which my mum and sis lynn will be visiting me.. Yay! Another good news to help me looking fwd to the future..

My holidays has been quite short!! I have not gained as much for the holidays.. Hmm I am such a lazy bum bum!! I shud be catching up with my studies most of the tym but it didnt seem to work out pretty well.. Iman gue lagi ngak kuat si.. I am easily distracted and I can get bored easily hehe which explains why I didnt make use of my time wisely.. On the otherhand, part of my mind keeps on saying that I shud give myself a break during the holiday just to refresh all the moods and hopefully I'll get inspired starting tmrw.. Amin..

What have I been doing?? Hmm nothing interesting actually.. I've stayed most days at home.. hehe.. a HOMER lols.. I didnt go shopping like I used to do whenever I'm free.. I dunno.. I just have to limit my expenses this time.. So I resisted myself from shopping hehe.. I just bought two books and it costs me $162.. so definitely, I wont spent my money unnecessarily during this time.. We had tutorials with Ehsan and Asma last weekened.. They are kind enough to share their experiences and also knowledge with us.. We had a great 2 hour cource crash session and it went out well and I think it's beneficial.. Then, the rest of the holidays were spent on watching DVDs.. We watched a Korean series, "Oh su jung vs Karl" which took us about half a day lah to watch hehe.. I think ada 16 episods plg but we kinda skipped 2/3 of the discs and in the end only consider watching disc 1,2,3 and 16 haha.. I noe I noe that's bad but we kinda predict the story and it turned out to be true.. so yea, better not waste any time lols..

The second series we watched is a Taiwanese series, "y,y, love??" i think lah cmatu bunyinya.. sorry man, I'm so bad in memory at this moment lols.. This series is better.. predictable but we didnt skipped any discs.. but instead, we fwd it for several times hehe.. yup, we managed to finish the series, 24 episodes yo.. in one and a half day!! hehe.. The story is a good one but yes, typical and predictable as always.. tpi di liat jua.. iatah nda ku paham tu hehe.. I think none of us actually were concentrating on the series itself.. Sudah nyangku kn the movie typical so ada lah dis one part in which the hero ani sakit!! It was Wilson's disease haha.. the truth is I've never heard about that disease and yes, It is a congenital disease in which there's an excessive copper accumulation in the liver especially leading to necrosis lah so the treatment is liver transplant!! see.. beneficial jua tu liat the series at least I learned something lols.. Anyhow, that's not the point of my enquiry.. I would just like to know whether you (if you're sick) will tell someone you love your condition or will you just let him/her go?? I know this is so commonlah.. and as you may predict, most movies selalunya lah.. the sick one atu ia start to avoid the special one and keep it as a secret and then one day berevealed tia jua.. kn kn?? Hmmm I certainly will not know how to tackle this situation but to think about it, I mayb would rather tell at least I still have someone to support me while in palliative care lols... It's an intimate moment x ah and ceratinly nothing worth important than support and love.. I know that mayb selfish.. but it's just temporary jua tu and at least it showed if he/she truely cares and loves you.. bukankh love itu suka dan duka?? cinta itu foreverkn?? haha... It's just something to ponder tpi nda plg minta2... nauzubillah..

I've started my day today as early as 7am haha.. I was supposed to wake up at 645am but my eyes were too heavy.. The weather was so good too and really suitable for a sleep in :p Biasalah, dreading myself and reminding myself again about the importance of lecture haha lols.. so yes, I finally was awake!! Thank God.. the lectures was pretty ok and I spent the rest afternoon sleeping hehe.. It rained all day iatah nyaman wah the weather ah.. Sleepy ku tarus.. keke.. Life has to go on no matter how cruel it seemed like.. and I have to be strong and determined if I want to be successful, as I have already chosen this pathway in the past 4 years.. No regrets!!