Ramdom Blabbing

Confession confession.. the hardest thing to do in life.. would you rather keep it to yourself?? or would you dare to tell it??? hmmm as for me it depends on the situation.. I would actually think first wisely of the consequences that might be caused by the confession itself.. If it has more benefits than harm, i would maybe tell.. But that doesnt mean that I've done the right thing!! Based on experience, I think it is best to make the confession earlier and let it out of your heart before its too late.. as the more you keep it, the more intense it feels inside your heart, the more you think about it, the more it hurts.. I once thought this year will be a new beginning and I would try hard not to remember the past but the truth is, I can still smell the memoirs of the past.. and it hurts my feelings wah.. why why why?? afterall, its over!!!

This year I will be turing 24.. yup, haha just didnt realise I'm turning old that quick haha.. You know when you're still a kid, you worry about your education mostly, when you reach your teen, you start to worry about your education and look, adolescene... education, college, relationship etc etc and now, adult.. worry bout work, marriage life, partner, children, money.. bla bla.. my main point is that our responsibilities become bigger as we age.. Byk jua benda kn dipikirkn ah dh makin tua ani hehe.. well, its always good to be small kids where u dun worry bout anything (except games n food).. So practically, a person around my age, by right should have a stable career n also relationship ( i dunno if that counts today, since we're more open minded kn.. so 24 is not really an ideal age for marriage these days.. 30 should be OK hehe)

Lyf is full of smooth twists.. hehe kalau luan smooth sailing atu nda jua siok kn.. hey, we need to explore as much as possible kn.. I have been to different countries and I have a glimpse lah about how different culture works.. Arrange marriage is no longer a norm among the Asians.. Not long ago, during my mom's era, arrange marriage was still carried out.. and thank god, now its seldomly carried out.. pheww.. but i am not a person who goes against that type of marriage.. As other type of marriage, it depends on the lyf after marriage actualy if you want to survive a relationship.. It doesnt really matter whether you have known your future spouse 10 years or 10 days, a relationship will work out if you've put enough love after marriage.. i mean how you value your marriage.. That explains how arranged marriage couple lasts forever jua.. I am not a best person to talk about mariage or relationship as I am currently not having either.. so i dun have the rights to judge ppl.. just giving thoughts.. oh well, back to the arrange marriage thing, I may consider it an option one day if I am so desperate in finding true love.. hehe

My galfriends and I are always wondering about our lifes in the future.. Will we become the successful ladies without a stable relationshp?? No way.. I want both actually. I am not being selfish but I deserve to seek my happiness.. I bet lots of ppl in my culture would have the same thoughts of which "a successful lady will be single for the rest of the life" how sad to think of the fact that ppl thinks dat way.. but it wud be more sad, if we become the victim.. I have no one to blame on this.. coz i believe every1 has their own destiny and its up to us to find.. tpi kn cari dmana?? hehe how i wish i can tell my life in the next 10 years or so.. mcm cerita back to the future wah hehe.. siuk tu eh, mun nda siok lyf in the next 10 yrs, dapt tukar lagi.. hehe astee.. ridiculous.. I had few experiences during my elective.. some pts telling me about a few local doctors who're still single.. so wat??!! mind your own business... complicated wah.. if only, men could understand and unleashed their ego, that shud be fine i guess...

Ah.. just some random blabs that is always intersting to think about..