2009

OMG!! It has been ages rasanya aku memblog.. where have i been? what have i been doing? To be honest, lots of stuffs have happened and sorry for not keeping in touch thro' my blogs.. I dunno why.. mayb sometime aku, i may have lost my interest to blog, i may be lazy to blog haha coz i dunno wat to talk about or maybe time is a restricting matter.. Oh well, today, i will try to finish this blog.. at least my blog is updated!! HAhaha..

In case you're wondering where i am.. I am now back in Brisbane.. It has been almost a month.. seriously, nda kerasahan wah masa atu berlalu.. just cant believe that this week is the 4th week of Year 2 mbbs.. Fuhhh.. how time flies nowadays, it's just amazing!! Anyway, I am healthy and biasalah when it comes to emotions, I am happy but not 100%.. Lots of new challenges and happenings for this year and to be honest, I am not ready yet for all the surprises and work demand but I will try my best this year to strive for success.. The journey has begun and I am still on my long journey to the final exit.. and yes, wif all this, pengorbanan, blessings and usaha play main role.. Lyk wat ppl say, "no success comes with no hardwork" or "tiada kejayaan semanis madu, tiada pengorbanan sepahit hempedu"...

Lyf is so unpredictable kn.. and also unexpected!! wat we want in lyf sometimes, we just couldnt get it no matter how hard we want it!! is this fate? Takdir menentukan segalanya n kita hanya mampu merancang.. and hopefully, apa yg d rancang akan termakbul.. but one thing that we shud bear in mind jua, apa apa pun semuanya ada HIKMAHnya.. Dugaan adalah satu ujian and sebolehnya we must be strong and face dugaan walau kdg2 amat pahit sekali.. well, dat is life.. why am i saying this?? i want you and me to be courageous and strong to face all the circumstances as for the coming days.. Always remember Allah is always there to help us find the best solutions in life.. so be strong my friends!! I've learned lots of lessons from my experience and experience in life makes me more mature and acceptable to life.. I think its better not to touch anything from the past coz past is always the past and there's nothing that we humans can do to change the past BUT we can always use the past as a guidance for us not to make the same mistake again in the future.. speaking of that, i need to change some habits just to make sure i wont make the same thing over and over again.. It takes a million reasons for us to change and iatah mesti di karih2kn or else siapa yg rugi.. sendiri jua.. aigoo!! Note to self: stop delaying it!!

My year 2 is ok lah.. HAhaha.. I survived my first 4 weeks haha but more things to come and hopefully, i will continue to survive.. My pbl mates this year 10 org saja.. so far, every1 baik and oklah.. i mean nda yg menunjukkan perasaan perkauman atau yang seumpamanya.. BUT dorg ani semuanya GEEK!!! sasakkkkuuu.. i feel so blurr masa pbl coz i just know litlle little terasa diri n terlalu kecil haha.. if english is my first language i dun think i will struggle.. ani batah2 takut, malu lah.. aisshhh.. and its mainly bcoz we're in Y2 so bascially, everyone is exposed dh w the basics from Y1.. iatah kn semua Geek atu bersuara.. aku pun tahulah ganya alum ada courage to speak up.. SPEAK UP!!! aigoo... we'll continue bout pbl sometime later k.. malas ku mentype dh.. krg nda abiz blog ku..

one more thing to mention.. Brisbane is HOT and HOTTER!! bukan plg ia HOT!! the temperature is HOT.. iatah kalo masa skul tu, I prefer to say, its really hot today rather than i'm feeling hot today.. haha kes nda paham, kana ucap ku prasan aku HOT!! huhu.. malu lah i.. kuang3x.. today, panas gila!!! i just couldnt stand the heat.. mcm teetrap arah sauna bh lama2.. temp is ard 34C.. gilaaa.. ma, i wan aircond!!! if only d brn, i would vandalise the aircond 24/7 hehe.. ani siapa kn bayar kn d bills???? dh th rent mencanggak.. my rent is $370 per week, which means per person $780 for 4 weeks!!! insane i noe u would say.. n some have asked how can we survive??.. wat to do, i need a comfy place to stay and study.. i love my place and this feeels lyk home apart from the missing aircond and family.. Its all about budgetting and spend according to your needs and finance =)

ok will update again soon..