Totally not being myself!!

huh.. huh.. i've been mengusuting for the past few days.. i tink this so-called flu nda menjadi is disturbing my mood lately.. kn damam nda jua jadi2nya.. kn menjdi plg but i took my meds everynyt so may dats why ia menyamal.. pi maseh plg ku selesma whch is annoying esp kn tdo.. tesumbat tia idung ah.. oh well, hope its over by tday or soon.. i was actually gonna fast today,but apparently my throat feels uncomfortable so that why i decided not to fast today.. and i am apparently in no mood to study lately.. i just dunno why but i just cant stare the notes for more than 10 mins..

Finally today, after about a year, i braved myself to do sumthing that i shud have done last year.. all this while, i've been hoping for thing which infact is so impossible to happen and i've been waiting for this miracle to show up.. not until today, i finally did wat i'm supposed to do.. YAY!! i did it and to be honest, i'm not as content as i shud be but i believe dat's the best for me anyway.. so hopefully form oday onwards, i wont be disturbed by any memories which cud stimulate me to rekindle the candle which i have decided to put off forever.. (waseh, dlm bunyi bahasa ku huhu.. i'm so proud!!)

next... i'm really hoping this week will end quickly.. i have few reasns for that: firstly, i miss mum.. since she'sin KL, i couldnt reached her by phone.. ntah ngapakh nda dpt d connect tepun atu.. i just dunnoe why.. and apparently they cudnt call me too coz mum pakai easi iatah nda tau cmana roaming huhu n then bro azmi's phone kana curi sumhow.. ada2 saja.. secondly, i dun like this week's case.. find it boring!! so i wanna get rid of it soon.. thirdly, apa ah.. aku mau elaun lakas2.. i'm about to be broke soon.. kesian kesian

i'm gonna have my cc later.. boring ah.. gila banar2 ku nda mau kn dtg cc ah.. i dun noe why do we hav to do this musculoskeletal thingy.. its killing me to do all those flexion, ext, bla bla.. byk g tu tpi baik jua exam 2 joint saja.. shoulder n knee.. tpi knee ani payah th jua :p ohhhhhhhhhhh....

hmmm i just remembered from yesterday's histo prac presentation, one of the thingy d dapan atu kn cakap "Milk is made from modified sweat gland.." hehe and then c David was telling me.. "syimah, u and i drink sweat of a cow everyday... "i look at him w this disgusting look and he said.. "its ok, it taste good!!" huhu.. so yea, hope i didnt spoil ur mood to have a glass of milk coz i just had mine n it taste good!! huhuhu and he also thought me that the symbol <3 means heart... hehe baruth ku paham mun org sms or email kai dat symbol.. of all this while aku pikir somesort of smiley faces panya bukan hahahaha...

bh adang syimah kn blogging.. hmmm kn cc lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(