Fening Lalat!!

yea.. its tuesday!!! iski ku kn coz its dis weekend i'm going back home!! just cant wait to finish dis insane dragging days!! honestly speaking, i'm way too far to claim dat i'm ready for the exam.. i still have stuffs to go thro' and also i need to recap most of the stuffs which i've studied.. i'm just simply forgetful!! one moment i cud remember it, and one moment later.. i just cant!! despite the beautiful mneumonics available, haha i just cant figure out wat some of the letters means!! booo me... insya allah, still got tym meh.. i owez remembered dr tang's advice: "if u wan to study, study from the beginning.. the more u study, the more u remember and he even drew dis graph which i remembered its a bell shaped graph that shows if u study so frequent, then the mental capacity boost up.. but if u started to be lazy.. dn it will automatically goes down and u have to push extra more next tym if u wan to study again..paham kmukh??(opps bila jua ia dr haha Mr Tang, our PraU bio teacher)

sejarah2.. hehe i've been staying at home for the past few days!!!!!! exception to coles on sunday kh tu.. nda ku ingat lagi ah haha.. man.. i miss my life!! but its ok.. in less dn 48 hours.. everything will be over and life will be back to normal!! bak kata pepatah melayu "bersusah susah dahulu.. bersenang lenang kemudian!!" banar eh bersenang lenang banar mun balik brunei holiday + UK + paris.. i'm not excited for the vacation actually.. for me the main part is the reunion w family!!! i miss home.. mamaku, kakaku and the rest of the family.. i noe its just 5 months but yeah, it feels lyk long tym..

to my adek2 d graduates!!! "curang kamu arah ku.. param pam pam!!!" hehe lama dh ku nda nampak kmu ah.. hairan ku ngapa ku rindu kmu ah?!! :p hahaha... ish2.. sampai ati kmu ngak jenguk kaka2 kmu d sini.. hahahahaha lols..

to all.. Good Luck wif ur revision!!! Happy memorising all the stuffs but just dun let ur brain starved k!! dun wan u to be ketogenic haha lols.. i will c u guys this thursday, 5th june.. dum dum.. awal bangun.. note to self!!! hahaha... things to bring: ID card, stationary & calculator!! jgn lupa jua usin tarus shopping hehehehe.. Selamat menjwb soalan peperiksaan.. mudahan Allah memberi kefahaman & kesenangan buat kita amin2.. and mudahan semua kitani PASS!!!!!

today is the 3rd of june.. which reminds me dat today is my late father's bday!! if he's still around, he is 61 yrs old today.. it makes me sad and down to think my lyf is so incomplete w/out his presence.. it has been almost 10 yrs now.. but nothing has changed my feelings towards him.. altho' we r in a different world now, he is always in my heart.. i love u dad.. n i always will... i'm more mature now and i accept death as part of lyf.. i believed tuhan lebih menyanyanginya.. thinking back, i've neva get to give him any present for his bday coz i'm just 10 when he's gone.. now only prayers i can only give and hopefully, Allah will grant all my wishes and may he be in peace and bless by Allah.. amin2..

Al- fathihah to my late father.. I love u soo much and i miss ur presence.. just wonder how greatful lyf wud be wif u by ur side.. and insya allah, we'll be reunite one day...

and special thanks to my MUM for everything u've done.. as a single parent, u deserve the best credit!! i love u mum.. no words can describe my true love for u.. and i will try my best to be a good daughter coz i noe d sacrifices u've done is uncountable...