betapa ku angaukn dikau.. wahai kekasih gelapku ;)

"Namun itu semua hanyalah khayalan, diriku dan dirimu takkan pernah bersatu" haha yup.. i tink dat's wat gonna happen between me n NK haha.. duh, but i oso believe that when there's hope there's owez a chancekn.. so just bear w it and c wat happens afta all, its not our job to decide.. it has been fated!! hehe kes angau as wat LadyJ has commented on my situation.. i chatted w her tonite and she told me dat my NK did the ECG and had his tops off.. woh i missed dat opportunity to see his HOT body.. astaga haha so thinking back.. mayb dats the hikmah.. takut2 kalo kmi sama group aku pengsan meliat ia buka baju haha kajar2 jua tangan n kaki ntah2 pengsan hoho kana ucap ada MI.. nauzubillah hehe.. so yea, insya allah da tu peluang nnti ah.. nda ja???!! ish2.. der goes my week w less prob to c him in the remianing week.. aiii.. tpi mudahan jua ada masa friday or thurs lecture.. walau jauh tpi hati senang deh.. keke.. as long as i am ;).. Syimah is deeply in luv (angau) w her all tym fav eyecandy.. NK hehehe.. sshhhhhh jgn gtau ia k.. secret secret n kekeke
my tuesday was different to the other previous tuesdays.. today, i didnt get to see NK at all.. i skipped my 8am lecture coz its about cholesterol.. it was by the same lecturer as d one i had last year wen i took BIOC 3001.. i woke up at almost 9am.. i went to the library to return some books before heading to the histo pracs which is at 11am. d prac was boring!! i find myself zoning out and a lil bit sleepy despite the overdosed sleep hahaha.. nda pandai cukup.. well, mayb coz i didnt have my coffee dis morning.. i was fasting today.. kn bayar balik puasa.. alhamdulilah.. i made it altho' seriously temptations were there.. i saw ppl drinking coke, makan chips dan mcm2 lagi.. haha.. i went to the lib afta the histo prac in a hope to get some studying done but in the end, i felt dat i was so weak and my brain was exhausted mayb due to a drop in glucose level.. i was feeling confused and sleepy.. i decided to go home at 2pm.. i stopped by at acai's to get sum groceries..
i had my afternoon nap at 3pm till 4pm.. i was feeling hungry and i cud hear my stomach blending around making all dos ugly loud sounds.. sabar saja hehe
so for bebuka.. mcm2 ku tais liur nyanta.. mun nda caya tanya CtN hehe.. we had daging rendang, ayam goreng, telur goreng n sayur taugeh for dinner hehe.. ;) meladus meladus tpi nyaman!!!!!!!
tonite, i had some reading on RS.. all good insya allah.. just a moment ago, CtN n I had oat.. nyaman hehe promo "uncle toby's apple and museli oat" so creamy and smooth.. atu utk sahur plg plannya mun jadi puasa jua ecuk hehe..
ok nyt :)