Alah emak kawinkn aku :D

Mum owez teased me about marriage if i was slacking around and didnt want to study.. Mum's fav quote.."bah lakasth ku kawinkn ko krg mun malas kn belajar" or "bh baik belaki mun nda mau kn belajar lagi" hahaha.. and i wud have a great laugh everytym i heard dat from mum hahaha.. and i kept on telling myself "will marriage be a good solution?? and i wud tink dat marriage is not a solution but its rather another problem hahaha" oh well, i'm not ready for any marriage or long last relationship/commitment.. heloo.. i'm just 22 (alum 23 ah.. hehe few months to go bukan mcm org tu few days to go.. hahaha) and yeah thez still lots of things to explore b4 u wanna quit ur SINGLE lyf.. kn?? hmm i have not done much as a single lady.. i havent been to a party, neva been to the bar, havent had enuf gals trips bla bla d list will go on and on... so yeah mayb insya allah, by the next 5-6 yrs, amin2 mudahan ada jodoh :) of course i wana get married sumday and have my own life.. but the timing now its just not right.. but tho' i do still believe in qada n qadar so wallahuaklam.. so yeah will c how it goes coz we just have no idea wats gonna happen in the future but i believe in jodoh pertemuan d tangan tuhan :)
i was surfing last nite about marriage hehe.. coz i was just kanda bored and nothing to do.. so i ended eading some stuffs on marriage.. and in islam, seboleh2nya.. "pasangan itu baik hartanya, agamanya, kecantikannya dan keterunannya" cmatulah.. well, i believe most of us have our own dreams about our partner.. ada yg mau mcm orlando bloom, hans isaac, fazli, brad pitt, yg astronout atukah, c NK kh hoho.. of coureselah as for me, i wud look into the inner beauty of the person which incld his personality.. which means he has to be compatible kn.. u wont chose sum1 who's gonna giv u a headache.. Marriage is not for a few days.. its hoped to be a long tym commitment.. which means to say.. we hoped jodoh itu berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayatkn.. dats wat i want.. tpi kita hanya mampu merancang tuhan menentukan..
i'm not sure how ppl today value marriage.. well, we do hear not all marriage last foreva.. sumtyms u just hear from ppl how easy their partner chnged afta marriage.. is it true dat they changed? or is it dat u neva know/understand the main colour (character) of our partner?? coz u see, it takes tym for u can see the true colour of a person.. in other word, u need to stay w the person for a long tym dn only u noe their habit/own way of living.. ryt?? as wat i say, marriage is a thing u need to really consider deeply.. no hesitation.. its a good and precious thingy and most importantly, we wan dm to last.. ntah aku pun tak tahu.. duh.. anyway, i wont comment further coz i just have no idea wat i'm saying on the first place.. n i have no such experience.. and hopefully NEVA.. i just wish dat one day i'll just find the right one and live happily eva afta w him for the rest of my lyf.. amin2..

just to end this, i wud lyk to share this pic.. i find it funny.. i'm not sure how true it is.. but i reckon it's possible..



"Usahlah memandang semua dgn pandangan mata semata-mata, tetapi pandanglah dghn pandangan hati....kita bukan saja dpt melihatNya dimana-mana tetapi dpt merasa rahmat kurniaanNya juga...."